Composing Song

Last year I've compose a song titled 'Just For Tonight', the reason why I do this because my friend who studied at UMS ( Art school in music) encourage me to do so. At first I was shy to even make a sound and of course it was due to my lack of skill in playing instruments, I can't play any instrument fluently. I can only humming the sound and make the lyrics. Then soon after that from all the encouragement I got from him I agree to make one. I do actually like to compose song but lack in playing instrument sometimes make me feel low and no confident at all.

So I do the lyrics and music through my humming first, then he played the guitar and remake the music a bit for me. I'm not sure if I posted that song on my blog or not but I'm posting it anyway, hahaha. I uploaded it on Youtube, feel free to click on the video XD. Last but not list, I do like to hear YOUR OPINION about the song, arrangement, music, rhythm etc. Do leave your comment, it will be such a great help for me :) Thank you for your support.  

Looking For Talent Agency

Regarding on my post tittle I'm looking for any talent agency in KK. For a start, I want to make an effort achieving my #1 goal or my ambition to be specific, its now or never right. But the problem is that there's not much talent agency in KK from what I've search through google.

I would like to ask you (yup, the readers) who knows any talent agency that can be found in KK, maybe there is but probably I never knew about it, so that's why I'm asking a favor :D (is that too much? lol) I'm still making an effort towards this. :) 

Yours truly:

DEWINA

Words Keep Coming (Sharing My Thoughts)

Now still on holidays which is a good thing of course cause I can laid back at home all day and don't need to worry and face any problems, hohoho (for the time being la). Well I like the part staying at home all day la, haha, though sometimes I do go out rather than locked myself at home :P

Now I'm trying to inspire myself in writing the second lyrics. I do write some lyric songs from previous years but that was an epic fail since I don't really know how to arrange the lyrics back then but I can say that now its getting better than last time and kind of proud with the result of it :) The second song I try to make is more on a happy rhythm, lyrics and song. Too bad I can't play any instrument to help me in making of this song though the music was played in my mind.

Gonna try my best to make a great song that people would actually love to listen and happy just by listening to the music and not what I like to listen it for myself. Once said that 'We sell what the customer wants/demands not what we want or wish to sell' This is a phrase that stated the meaning about what I said earlier. 

Well wish me luck for the next song I'm about to do, hahaha. Since I'm bored and doing almost nothing other than reading novel, I came up with an idea, Thanked God for giving me this idea....Amen

Yours truly:

~DEWINA~

The Alter Ego Inside Of me

Suddenly I feel like wanting to post about my alter ego (I have the time anyway), I believe everyone has one. Here's my share of thought and le alter ego...We all have that someone who's caged inside us and the will for it to come out can be either strong or weak at times depends on your will of course. Since I like something that extraordinary (anything that related) I find this is an interesting fact and for sure not a bored thing to think about.

My alter ego is a boy for sure..I don't know why but I've been feeling like that ever since. I've been a tomboy before but it didn't really work out so well and I decide to try again in 1 or 2 years in time (from now). I have my inspiration though :D for example Amber Liu from F(x) group...Her style of boyish really get into me, hahaha, I don't really know how to explain it properly but I'm amaze.

I've been thinking of doing a shoot that describe my alter ego..already plan it but still need to wait for the perfect timing to do all that...I just can't wait but good thing comes to those who wait so yeah I'm waiting and will keep holding on to that idea. If it was reached will be posting about it (opkoz!! hahah). 

Funny thing is, some of my dude friends think that I'm a lesbo because of me liking to be boyish...hahaha, well just because I like to be boyish doesn't mean I'm a lesbo, hahaha. I'm 100% sure that I'm damn straight, ahahah!!! That's all for this topic, thanks for reading, hehe. 

Now let us play a little game......... :P

So what do you think your alter ego is? 

Drop your comments for sharing XD 

~XOXO~
DEWINA

Style? Wanna know mine :D

Everyone was talking about fashion and style, so do you know what it means? I have a friend who said that I have a bad sense of fashion (probably because I like to wear a simple clothing and boyish one). To be true I don't really go out wearing fashionable clothes, as long as I'm comfortable what I'm wearing then its okay. But at times when I feel like being fashionable then that's change my clothing style. 

My fashion style is OF COURSE kinda Japanese and Korean style of clothing. Here's a pictures I took if you're kinda wondering what clothes that are easy to wear and can be trendy or fashionable as well. 

If you are more onto cute clothing then this style suits you. Be aware that if you

had high waist jeans like mine that has laces, be sure to match your tops with 

something..err..laces..hahaha, if possible :) One more thing, use accessories to

shine more...hehehe

While you're at it, how about style up with a hat ^^ 

 A simple long singlet with leggings goes well too (just make sure to match the colours).

I love hats so don't mind if there's hat in each pictures...hehehe.. To catch attention,

pick a singlet that has a bling like what I'm wearing. 

Not forgetting play with your hair as well!! XD To see a different sides of you :D

This is my style of clothing, Japanese and Korean style (close enough). 

With glasses, it makes your face look different as well, makes you look

cuter I guess, hahaha, for the fashion point of view I mean :D

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TADAA!!! Long hair!! XD You can make yourself extra attractive 

and catch more attention with your hairstyle as well. So why don't try it 

and see for yourself? :D

lastly, its the typical type of clothing I wear when I'm going out, but hey,

add some 'BAM' to it :D

Of course the hat suits mostly everything (since its black, hahaha)

A casual style and simple as well :D 

That's my fashion style so far..I don't really wear dresses but once in a blue moon I will, ahahah, sometimes depends on what occasion. I guess I do have a bit sense of fashion in me, whahahaha. 

SO WHAT'S YOUR FASHION 

STYLE?!  

XOXO

Breeze Model Search Week Challenge Photos

Just as I promise, I will upload the photos of BMS week's challenge photos. We only done about 6 photos for the week challenge....So here's my final result of it...

WEEK ONE

On the first week challenge, we're doing a fashion show which is the Borneo Fashion Festival (BFF) held at Suria Sabah Shopping Mall. We don't actually have the photo for the first week, but I'll just show a photo of one of the clothes I'm wearing that 

If I'm not mistaken I was in the 12th place for this challenge....I don't really know how to catwalk 

like a real model..

WEEK TWO

For this week, we're are doing an underwater shoot! Yes, I am excited about this fact cause I've never done an underwater shoot before..hahaha...So here's my best shot 

Actually this photo supposed to be transverse but the photographer rotate it to 

counter-clockwise.....This photo is the 3rd best photo. I'm quite shocked that

I manage to get in top list..seriously..

WEEK THREE

Third week challenge is be wild!! When they said this I was thinking Lok Kawi Wildlife Park (which is correct)...and yes we're doing a shoot with a reptile, guess who? haha, is the albino python snake name Suria and normal python name Amber ( I did post this week photo on my previous post). My best shot

This snake on this picture is Amber, supposed to do shoot with Suria but she's 

been working with the other models from morning so they switch it. Another unexpected

things that happen is that this photo was chosen as the best photo :D I'm fill with joy

at that time, haha, who doesn't. The theme is 'Fierce Seduction', looks like more onto

fierce than seduction for me.

WEEK FOUR

My favorite challenge!! XD On the fourth week we're are doing a rock climbing shooting....Its like flying on air. But the hard thing to do for this challenge is doing a graceful expression while posing...It was fun though since I like an extreme challenge...My best shot

I don't really like this picture that they pick cuz I've done a shot which is upside down 

but too bad that the clothes was pulled up by the belt and expose my nude bra 

(curse you nude bra). This photo get me on second best photo...

WEEK FIVE

On the fifth week, we are doing a triple challenge. First is the Suria fm challenge where we recorded for voice over, it is done on friday though. Second is a photo shoot for Santola Coffee which is an editorial ad for Kopi Cap Kuda and third is doing a video a video commercial shoot for Santola Cafe . To listen to the public announcement and voice over recording click on THIS video. To watch the video shoot for Kopi Cap Kuda, click on THIS video. For my picture, here's my best shot

This picture is the second best photo, smile is one of my best

featured I guess, lol. The theme is, promoting the coffee (main idea of the picture)

while ignoring the two guys who seducing you. In other words, though you are

seduce by two guys, you can still make the coffee as your number one priority in this picture.

(am I confusing? hahaha, I think you get the idea)

WEEK SIX

On this week, the challenge is doing an interpretation of one of the 4 local ethnics dances into high fashion. Mainly the 4 local ethnics are Bajau, Suluk, Murut and Cocos tribes. We've been divided into 4 group and each group consist of 3-4 person. I was in Suluk ethnics (which I don't really familiar with Suluk's dance step). Here's my best shot....

I'm not really sure how to make a high fashion pose. My picture go down to

number 6 best photo (not in top list T-T). The reason why I went down is

because they said my picture look too traditional (since they want it in 

high fashion, can't argue with that). Felt really down when this is the result. 

But gonna keep moving on no matter how bad it is...

WEEK SEVEN

Week 7 is the talent night competition. Well, obviously we're showing our talent. On that day, I was playing sompoton, singing and a bit dancing...So its like a triple talent (boleh la..haha). Here are some photos..

The sompoton picture just came out from fb..hehehe, here you go 

First I was playing the sompoton, then singing.

And here are the seven finalist for Breeze Model Search 2012

From left: Samantha, Devy, Nancy, Suci, Katy, Dewina, Azlina

WEEK EIGHT

For those who got through to the finals, we have another challenge but sadly I can't make it tho this week 8 challenge because of some circumstances. :(

That's all I think for now...hehehe, who knows if there will be another challenge to come. Thank you all for reading this and to those who support this event! Have a nice day everyone!! XD

DEWINA

~XOXO~

Posting Pictures Of BMS

Hey Hey Hey!!! I want to post the pictures from all the week's challenge for Breeze Model Search (BMS) but i think I should do it later, where I can post all the pictures at once. Right now I'm gonna see how far I can make it in this competition. Will I rise? Will I fall? Or will I keep maintaining? That's the frequent question played on my mind.

But no matter what it is...I'll have to keep up and do my best for every challenge. I'll post the pictures once the competition is over or if I get eliminated (hope I won't)..hehehe, wish me luck!!

XOXO

~Dewina~

Unexpected Best Photo Of The Week

Hello readers!!! This week theme challenge for Breeze Model Search (BMS) is 'Fierce Seduction' and guess who's accompany us for the shooting yesterday? Its Suria the Albino Python snake and Amber the normal Python!! I'm not scared of any animals including reptiles, in fact I LOVE them and I can't think of any animals that can make me afraid of them. 

Back to the topic, yesterday, our location shoot is at Lokawi Wildlife Park. As soon as we done with our make-ups, we went to our location for the shoot and meet our companion which is Suria and Amber. When we first arrived, there's a few contestant who are crying seeing the snake and scared to even touch it.

Some of us (the contestant) doing a shoot with Suria and the other half is with Amber. Most contestant have hard time with Suria because she's TOO heavy!! She weights at 13-15 kg and that will be a hard time for the contestant. Thank goodness Amber is bearable during shooting. 

So for today elimination week, the best photo was won by me!! It is really an unexpected and I was quite shocked for getting on the top for this week challenge. What I promise to myself last week has come true BUT to maintain this stats is difficult so I will try to at least to maintain my stats on the top list. Here are my best photo

Tadaaa!!!!! :D (in this picture, the snake is Amber)

And this is Suria..The 13-15 kg snake.

Still, I feel shocked that my photo was chosen as the best photo of the week. Since I had trouble with the location cuz I think that I didn't stand out in the photo (even thinking that Amber stand out more than me) but as what the judges said, what you see and what we see is different. I am very thankful for everything especially to God for his blessings. Not to forget the judges  , the photographer and support from my friends as well. Again here's a BIG THANK YOU from me!! XD I hope that I can still maintain my stats to be in the top list or in the best photo.

XOXO

~DEWINA~

Witness The Borneo Fashion Festival For The First Time!!

Borneo Fashion Festival was the first event that will be done for the first time in Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. Organize by none other than Jeffie Jeff himself. Some of the reason for this event to be done is for us, the local, to recognized the talent of our local people, also for people with the talent to exploit them self and to help them to achieve their dreams to higher level.

After so long Kota Kinabalu have never done this kind of fashion festival before...BUT THE TIME HAS COME!!! Prepare to be AMAZED by LOCAL TALENTS around you!!!! Its not only showing the model as one of the local talent, in addition there will be a showcase of Sabah young designers, creative make-up competition, and creative hairdressing competition. 

Below is the date, venue and show that will

take place on 4th and 5th of February :D (DO CHECK)

On the 4th February you will be able to see all 26 contestant of BREEZE MODEL SEARCH wearing the designers clothing!!! THAT WILL BE AWESOME to see the model in a runaway and present the clothes from the designers :D

There will be 5 designers and each designer will have 5 models to showcase their clothes and one designer will have 6 models. It has variety of theme as well!! Wanna know what? Then come join us to witness this exciting festival of the year!!!! XD

XOXO

~DEWINA~

NEED YOUR HELP PLEASE (>~<)

So here I am asking for help in voting for Breeze Model Search (I know its such a selfish thing to do T-T and I'm sorry for that). Here's the link for the picture, do click like to vote :D I'm very grateful for your help and support!! XD Appreciate your help too :) Thank you in advance for voting!! XD

Breeze Model Search -DEWINA-

First Attempt on Designing Shoe..

So here it goes. Yesterday I was drawing a design of shoe (since its got something to do with future profession). I don't really have the talent in drawings neither do in creativity, but that can be learn right? All it takes is an inspiration (and other stuff, lol). Here's the design I came up with though I don't really think its qualify to be called a good design, look plain to me and.....you be the judge :)

I know it doesn't look much as what I said earlier, I is not a born artist (lolz)...The end of the toe (where there's a rectangular shape) the round thingy is a diamond design (if you get what I mean). Well, guess gonna work out on the new design next. :D I know its not much but its for sharing purpose...hehe, thanks for reading...

Dewina

~XOXO~

Fashion Site For Breeze Mag

Hello dearest blogger!! :D This post should be posted months ago but I just got the picture. Briefly it was in for Breeze Mag on June issue. Here's the cover for the June issue though

I was only in for the fashion site shooting la, not the cover, hahaha. Back on that day during the shooting, JeefieJeff is the photographer for me and another dude model. The theme is Electro Youth ( you can imagine how the make up are).  Though its quite a hectic for me la cuz there's no changing room and I have to change in the car. 

The location of the shoots is near the Sadong Jaya area. It such a hot day on that day as well -_- . Anyway here's the picture :D

The front cover for fashion site

My model partner on that day 

(Guy's attire)

(ladies attire)

Next is the solo picture :D its the same as the small pictures on the previous picture :)

I don't like the way I pose here -_-

mcm cacat ni ( you get what i mean, lol)

I hv to admit that jacket is nice :D

And that's the last of it :D Thank you for your time reading this boring post :P hahahha...Hope that I can make it as the cover for Breeze mag one day, hahaha...As if that would happen :P 

Thank you for visiting!! XD

Nikon Photoshoot 21st - 24th July

Wow, I've been gone from blogspot for awhile now. So I decided to update me blog cuz I'm quite bored. Back to the subject, a week ago I had a photoshoot session for Nikon Launching Showroom in KK at Warisan Square. Its not only me, there are 4 other models namely Cheryl, Jeannie, Vanessa and Christina. We work our self out 4 days in a row and feel like dying...Just imagine working from 7am to 7pm O.o

On the 21st we had a Culture Wear Photoshoot...

Opening to photog for them to see all the models... Look like

that clothes look smaller for me -_- Anyway, this is Dusun Tambunan

culture wear...(for Tambunan district) 

The models :D

Me and Cheryl 

I don't know much about posing for cultural wear, though I know its simple and elegant..That why I only do the same posses cause if you think bout it, its not suitable doing dramatic pose for cultural wear (that's from my point if view). Hahaha, both of us kurang laku for this day cuz the photog said its hard to catch a perfect picture if you wearing a black attire (but other photog I know like Jeffiejeff can do it just fine). But I do know colours play a role for shooting (read this on net)

There's another said that we don't know how to pose, for crying out loud its cultural...there's a pose for this kind of attire but not much la....Hahah, means I should learn more bout posing :D it will come through experience though :)

22nd, second day for Nikon Photoshoot....The second day is casual wear and culture wear :D

at morning we hv the casual wear, I was about to wear red tube with hot pants but since I didn't hv a transparent bra strap, so I wear a cardigan to cover my bra strap...and guess what its black and kurang laku again this time for casual wear :(  hahahaha

I don't really like they done my hair like this..

I look like bald without the hair flowing in front -_-"

omg..seriously that hot pants make my thigh

look..fatter..hahaha

I like this pic cuz the heels make me 

look tall...hahahah

In the evening we hv the culture wear session. I change my cultural wear since I borrowed the Dusun Tambunana attire fro my bf sister and she want to use it on this day. So I went to JeffiJeff studio to borrow a Dusun Tindal attire (not sure from what district is this). Hahah, this time kira laku la cuz the attire has beautiful combination colour :D  Some foreigner came by to take picture with me cuz this cultural wear XD

Opening on stage..nice eh the colour :D

I love this one :D

This picture won the Best theme culture :D I'm so proud! XD

It was chosen from 628 photos. 

23rd....Third day of shooting. This third day we have bikini shoot at morning and casual wear in the evening. On this day laku2 suda la cuz maybe its the 'bikini' session..hahahah...but the casual wear is fine as well :D Maybe I just put 1 photos of bikini, cuz you know ppl minds nowadays..some will talk bad abt u wearing a bikini and some not but this is internet so paham2 la...ahhaha

The bikini session was set on waterfront..from 9am-11am, Its like a ghost town there in the morning cuz there's no one there except foreigner who's just passing by...

One of my fav picture :) I want to put one of my favorite pic 

as well..but it shows my skin a lot..jd jgn la..

In the evening we had our casual wear session :D this time casual wear laku la juga..hahahah...I didn't wear black suda (but my belt black, haha)..heheh. I ask for opinion from cheryl and one of the photog who taught us how to pose... So i end up wearing pink cocktail dress..hahaha

Promoting the Nikon Coolpix camera :)

Wrong spelling, should be Dewina..-_-"

hehe, I heart this one!! XD cuz got all the baloons~

24th...The fourth day of Nikon Photoshoot and its the last day as well :D we all worn out through out the days..on the first day we have a smile like this :D and on the last day it turns into D: hahaha...But it worth the pay la...working juga mah kan...lolz... 

Thank God there is only one session for this day and that is the bikini shoot...Picture are more than 2 cuz most of it didn't show much of the skin :) got la one pic yg nampak skin..but don't be narrow minded la k..hehehhe

This is my fav as well :D can you spot 

the flower XD

So that's the end of my post for this activity :) Well I hope soon there will be more modelling job so that I can improve my skill and expand my modelling thingy..hahah, but modelling is just apart of my hobby though :).

Well keep update with my blog okay...Thanks for reading and enjoy XD 

DEWINA

xoxo Cheers^^