The Alter Ego Inside Of me

Suddenly I feel like wanting to post about my alter ego (I have the time anyway), I believe everyone has one. Here's my share of thought and le alter ego...We all have that someone who's caged inside us and the will for it to come out can be either strong or weak at times depends on your will of course. Since I like something that extraordinary (anything that related) I find this is an interesting fact and for sure not a bored thing to think about.

My alter ego is a boy for sure..I don't know why but I've been feeling like that ever since. I've been a tomboy before but it didn't really work out so well and I decide to try again in 1 or 2 years in time (from now). I have my inspiration though :D for example Amber Liu from F(x) group...Her style of boyish really get into me, hahaha, I don't really know how to explain it properly but I'm amaze.

I've been thinking of doing a shoot that describe my alter ego..already plan it but still need to wait for the perfect timing to do all that...I just can't wait but good thing comes to those who wait so yeah I'm waiting and will keep holding on to that idea. If it was reached will be posting about it (opkoz!! hahah). 

Funny thing is, some of my dude friends think that I'm a lesbo because of me liking to be boyish...hahaha, well just because I like to be boyish doesn't mean I'm a lesbo, hahaha. I'm 100% sure that I'm damn straight, ahahah!!! That's all for this topic, thanks for reading, hehe. 

Now let us play a little game......... :P

So what do you think your alter ego is? 

Drop your comments for sharing XD 

~XOXO~
DEWINA

Fashion Site For Breeze Mag

Hello dearest blogger!! :D This post should be posted months ago but I just got the picture. Briefly it was in for Breeze Mag on June issue. Here's the cover for the June issue though

I was only in for the fashion site shooting la, not the cover, hahaha. Back on that day during the shooting, JeefieJeff is the photographer for me and another dude model. The theme is Electro Youth ( you can imagine how the make up are).  Though its quite a hectic for me la cuz there's no changing room and I have to change in the car. 

The location of the shoots is near the Sadong Jaya area. It such a hot day on that day as well -_- . Anyway here's the picture :D

The front cover for fashion site

My model partner on that day 

(Guy's attire)

(ladies attire)

Next is the solo picture :D its the same as the small pictures on the previous picture :)

I don't like the way I pose here -_-

mcm cacat ni ( you get what i mean, lol)

I hv to admit that jacket is nice :D

And that's the last of it :D Thank you for your time reading this boring post :P hahahha...Hope that I can make it as the cover for Breeze mag one day, hahaha...As if that would happen :P 

Thank you for visiting!! XD

Breeze 3rd Anniversary Party! Secret Agent Theme!!

Open your eyes cuz Breeze 3rd Anniversary Party is in Town!!! Well this event was about 2 weeks ago, it was on 26th March at Jugs Sport Bar (Sutera Harbour). So there are 8 models, 4 boys and 4 girls. We are playing a role (modelling) in this event as the secret agent and also wearing a bridal dress from Ur Wedding Story for the girls la. Action speaks louder than words so here's the pictures :D FYI, make-up was done by Jeffi Jeff XD

Behind the scene before the event started.

Waiting for earth hour to finish then its our turn. Still behind the

scene moment..:D I like the dress I'm wearing cuz of

the flow. Its comfortable...

Then the shows begin :D

Guess what's in my hand? Its margarita bebeh XD For real!

Since it is apart of the show, I have to drink it. Actually

it taste so damn GOOD!! But since it was too cold I didn't finish it up.

the taste not too bitter la :D I like

If you look it this view the whole figure view, I really

do look like I'm getting marry, hahaha :D The dress nice kan XD

I don't really remember if this picture was taken before or after my 

turn going out. Nice though especially with the background :D

The background that counts :P

That was the first attire the next attire will bring

much more impact just like the theme which is

secret agent.

Walking into the crowd with killer face on!

Hahaha, I like this second attire, makes 

me feel more ENERGETIC!! XD

Hmm, a bit blurry. Lol, my legs look longer XP

 

 Out of all the picture for second attire, I especially LOVE this one!! XD

Reason is I look different here like I'm a chinese, though I'm mix a bit chinese. 

hahahah. LOIKE SO MUCH!! 

Then our finale ended like this

 

 

View from below. To be truth there are 7th points to stop and pose but after the 5th point, which is 6th and 7th point..nobody give a damn looking at us anymore because we were behind and well only people who sitting and standing behind near the bar saw us. After our turn ended, we took MORE pictures :P

 Inside the changing room :D after the show

 I like this picture colour impact...Feels like refreshing! XD Everyone

with a gun toys and mine looks obviously like toy, ahhaah!

Then we're up one by one for the background picture

 This was my shot. My arm looks bandy, hahaha..

Then next is group picture :D

 Why does my face always look like I'm not ready...*sigh*

After that I went off changing my clothes, I do wanna hang around much longer but I don't really have companions with me on that night and I'm a bit worn out so I decided to go back home. As soon I done changing then I was called to shot more pictures. Hahah, its a bit embarrass since I take off my heels and only wearing slipper..:P but it was okay.

Wuhuu, got a bag from body shop XD Well I never bought item from

Body Shop before so macam kebaruan la sy..hahahaha, lame~

Is not really much to tell since I don't remember all the details happend that night. Overall it was fun especially working under Jeffie Jeff :D and that was the first. Anyway good luck to Breeze and hope to see you next year :D

~The End~

My Changes Through The Years (2000-2011). THE NEXT BIG THING!

Hello readers!! XD Now here comes the post I promise to blog about :) Sorry if it take too long for me to post, hahaha, I have trouble finding the pictures. Anyway, each year there will be one picture but they are also two picture in the year of 2008 and 2011. Let's begin!! :D

YEAR: 2000

O.o This picture make me wanna say OH MY GAWD!! Lol, on that year I was in primary 3, schooling at St. Anthony. Don't mind the person in the car, that's just my brother, haha. My sister like to play with make-up that time and put make-up on my face like I'm the dummy face where people usually practice to put make-up on (if you know what I mean :D). The trophy and the souvenir is just an act, hahaha, I borrowed it to make me look like I won something when this picture taken. :) Just an act...The image was slightly tilted. Maybe  I didn't scan it properly, sorry for that.

YEAR: 2001

I'm in primary 4, schooling at SRK St. Francis Convent. Hahaha, this time the trophy is not an act. I did won something on that time and if I'm not mistaken, I've won the singing competition for patriotic song. I eagerly want to put Doraemon on my right side, don't know why. Hahaha, this picture is a bit better than the previous one la.

YEAR: 2002

 

Primary 5, still at the same school. This was took when I receive my first Holy Communion in St. Thomas Church. Hahaha, ke-lol-o-an face...I look short here but I am short when I'm in primary school though. The picture was took on 29th November 2002 according to the picture. There's not much to say here.

YEAR: 2003

Stupid picture and pose, hahaha, I should burn this one :p On that time there was an event held at Kompleks Likas but I can't remember what. I'm carrying a souvenir given from someone to someone (betul2 lupa!) and its damn heavy. Furthermore,  all the people who participant in that event was standing under the sun and that explains why my skin look DARKER. When I arrived home, I have to get ready for my tuition class and before shower this was snap on that time, where my sister ask me if I would like to take a picture or not then I just agree. So...tadddaaa!! hahahaha! 

YEAR: 2004

Form 1, schooling at Sm St. Francis Convent. This was actually the first day entering class after gone through some exam paper to determine which class we were in. That was Sr. Carmen's table in the staffroom, where she is also just move in that school on the same year I was entering form 1. Style rambut tu ba...hahahaa. Evening session by the way :)

YEAR: 2005

I remember this time when my sister was asleep, I was cam-whoring alone. I look in the wardrobe to find clothes that kinda pretty to wear and this the best outfit I can find, LOL, talking about BAD fashion sense, hahahaha. If I was asked to wear that outfit for photoshoot, I might as well DISAGREE.....hahahah!! For sure! Feel like I wanna puke looking at myself like that..hahaha, zaman masih asi...

YEAR: 2006

OH MY GAWD (X100)!!! Again, the hairstyle look so empty...Form 3. I'm at Tambunan that time when that month my Grandpa pass away. Anyway, back to the picture, I don't know what words can describe this, hahaha, seems like all the negative words is acceptable. I look a bit fat oh...Gameboy Advanced was popular that time, it's like PSP. lol. Another picture to be burn, hahaha.

YEAR: 2007

Christmas 2007 at Tambunan. This is the time when I'm REALLY obsess with J-POP group singer which is Hey! Say! 7 which now was combined with another group and rename the group Hey! Say! JUMP. Arioka Daiki is my MOST top 'lover', hahaha, joking. And based on my outfit, its like Japan kinda fashion style..you know with the long sock and the miniskirt (which is not too short). Obsess with Japan's fashion style. My face was a bit fatty..hahaha.

YEAR: 2008

 

Form 5, still at the same school. When the first day of school on 2008 begun, I suddenly feel like cutting my hair. Then the next day of school which is the second day I came to school with that hairstyle (picture above). Everyone started asking me question why I cut my hair so SHORT. Actually I want to feel how its like to be a tomboy, so I'm the wannabe tomboy but eventually I failed, hahaha. My brother even called me Bruce Lee because of the hair, LOL. People thought that I was a lesbian because when you are a tomboy there's must be a couple, but that was just a lie...I'm not a lesbian at all. But in December my hair grew back and I'm not a wannabe tomboy anymore. So this is the picture..

Behind me was my brother. Its Christmas and we're at Ranau :D And again the fashion style is just so obvious, hahahahaah. There's a jacket but I don't wore it because its not that cold that time. I like the scenery at the back...hehehehe

YEAR: 2009  

Cam-whoring alone in the room :D I'm in Lower 6 at Maktab Sabah this time. Doing what I do best, hahaha, kidding. :D

YEAR: 2010

Image as Tyra Banks...hahahaha, joking. This was last year when I'm getting ready for MBTQI audition. Hair was done by Emily Lily and make-up was done by Nancy (both are my aunt). I was thinking to make this picture as my driving license picture but too bad the background was white. *sigh*

FINAL YEAR: 2011 :D

So after 10 years of my changes here comes the latest year. 

Hahaha, yup, this picture do look familiar if you scroll down my blog :D Bridal Fair moment. And I also have my latest picture which I took this morning :)

Just a simple picture I took... :D

So there goes my changes through out  the years. I hope you enjoy reading it and have a good laugh too :D I think my face didn't change that much, hmmm. Thanks for reading frens!

XOXO

~Dewina~

Idol List

Oli Pettigrew has been a TV host idol for me, just looking at his charming look can melt my heart away XD. He is a host for Sony Style TV Magazine on AXN, tune on the channel and watch the show.  OMG!! (>///<) he is so hot!!!

Give me your autograph!!! (>-<)

XOXO