Wednesday, August 12

New discovery of myself that i've just discovered

This incident happen last weekends.
Well, I don't want to be so specific, so if u know u know la.

On saturday my friends asking me to go out for a movie
but I surely can't go cuz my mom won't let me and I
will be saying that I'm under quarantine (but not H1N1 reason la,
I'm healthy what). Anyway, I just know that I don't want to lose him.

I can't actually put it in detail cuz I'm afraid i might hurt someone's feeling.
And by that incident, I LOVE and CARE about him more. Hoho, if I love someone too much...
I won't let my guard down but i don't want to control him either
cuz that's just wrong.

This discovery make me want to be with him more and ever. Of course there's
a limit la. For those who read this and know about this incident, especially among my friends,
I'm sorry if I did hurt you.

I finally feel what jealousy means and how it can effect
to your motion. How angry you can be with this feeling inside you and
how badly you want to kill someone just so you can make yourself feel better.

Wednesday, August 5

Random Things

I'm so in L.O.V.E with someone you know who~ (to those who know me then you know who he is). I think he'll be my favorite for now, LOL. Anyway since this week is an exam week, I shouldn't think about that matter seriously but I got study juga ba.LOL. Damn Pengajian Am just now, one hour is just not enough oh. Especially when it comes to calculating thingy. Urghhh!!! I like calculate stuff but if I don't really know how to do that thing so count me out.

There's nothing to write about....Hmmmmm~ my LG Ice Cream phone is still at the workshop being repaired. Damn!! When can I get that phone!! I want to take picture and stuff so that I can post it in my blog. *sigh*.