Tuesday, December 23

Gokusen 3

Yeah!! Finally I'm done watching Gokusen 3 and this drama is AWESOME!!...for me lah. Besides, it's funny (even my dad laugh watching it) and its full of moral values and guidance that people should realize especially a student since this drama is about a high school life. I don't feel disgusted about Takaki Yuya acting tough in this drama, yeah it's odd but I kind of like it when he act tough and all that, not forgetting Hahuma Miura who acted as Kazama Ren. I was amazed seeing his cool hair and cute smile...hohohoho (mengalahkan Daiki lagi tu..damn). By the way, Suzai, sorry to say this but...perasaan kau saja tu geli tinguk c Takaki act tough...kan2..WAKAKAKA!!! I going to watch this drama all over again!!

Wednesday, December 10

Untitled story. Part One.

This is a story made by me and I still don't have a suitable title for it since I decided to make a novel out of it. I've been writing for a long time now and still can't finish it up because I read it all over again and make some changes of the story line to make it more fun and interesting to read. I been working the rest of the part right now. Well, here's the first part..enjoy~ after reading it tell me what do you think about the first part...



Its been about two years since I’ve been in Japan studying. I was standing in front of a billboard on a cold winter day, starring at a poster of my favorite Japanese pop group called Hey!Say! JUMP. All of them were guys. I looked at the face of a group member that I admired the most, named Arioka Daiki. Just a glance at him can ease my troubled mind and feels like I’m flying in my own world. After a few minutes of looking at the poster, I turned around and saw Daiki standing just in front of me talking to his friends Yaotome Hikaru, Inoo Kei and Yabu Kota, who were in the same group as him. “I can’t believe I’m dreaming in a middle of a day light!” talking to myself in anger. I turned my back and looked again to see if it was them, and it was. “Okay...this is not a dream”.

Looking at them talking to each other made me feel anxious and it made me feel even more anxious when I noticed that they were just standing a few feet from me. When they started walking, I followed them silently like a shadow from behind. Time passed by slowly but surely without realizing we were already in front of a big studio where they’ll be recording their new video clip. I went inside, quietly without them noticing my present and hid at the corner of the studio and tried to find Daiki.

Then I felt someone tapping on my shoulder again and again and again, I got a bit annoyed and say in pressured “could you please stop doing that”. But I didn’t look back to see who I was talking to. Then I heard voices from the back saying,


“Who is she”

“How should I know, why don’t you ask her”

“She looks cute


I was shocked when I heard the word ‘cute’ because it doesn’t really suit me, then I turned to see who I was talking to. It was a speechless moment, seeing the four person I saw earlier standing behind and looking at me with their big clear eyes. Soon after that, Yabu started talking.

“Hello, what’s your name”


I looked at him while pointing at myself and asked,


“Me?”

“Yeah, you. Don’t tell me you forgot your own name just because you see us”

“Err..no I don’t,I can remember my name very well.”

“What’s your name then?” Daiki asked impatiently.


I was going to tell my name to them but before I had the chance to do so, a sound of footstep was heard and it distract our attention. We turned around and saw the rest of the members are heading towards us.

“Where have you guys been, I’ve been looking all over for you” said Takaki in a childish way.

Hikaru smiled and said “ Sorry for being late but look what we found.” Sounding so excited. “A girl!” He shouted while pointing at me. Ryutaro looking at me with his eyes full of curiosity.


“That’s strange...she’s not screaming.”

“Is it really necessary for her to scream” asked Daiki.

“But it’s a common thing for a girl to scream when they see us, especially a FAN!”

“NOOOOO!!!”


All of them looked at me and Ryutaro continued talking

Tuesday, December 9

Operation on a cat..

Last Saturday our cats was sent to Sabah Medical Animal Clinic, if I'm not mistaken..It was located behind Petronas near Luyang(I guest)....I'm not really sure what's the name of the area and now our cat has been barren. Here are some picture of them..the cats I mean. Ahhh,miow... you can't get Pregnant...pity you.


This is Tik short from 'cantik'.She's the prettiest cat in the family. Her character is Blossom in Powerpuff Girl. Haha..

This is Pica, the most active and hyper cat in the family. This picture is like a passport picture to me.

This is Bino, the albino cat. The slowest cat among the three of them. Slowest as in the way she react on certain situation.

Look closely on their stomach..the three of them has the same stomach as this one. Sometimes it hard to play with them cause I think they'll be in pain if I accidentally touch their belly, well I don't touch it purposely of course. Miow.... get well soon...(^-^)..

Wednesday, December 3

Goodbye Friends~

FINALLY SPM IS OVER!!!!!(>0<).. I finish about 2 days ago on 1st december and on that night we're having our class party or should I say dinner at Kenny Rogers, Centre Point. Here's are some memorable picture that I want to share with you guys....(^-^).


Hmm~how appetizing..

My class teacher and me

My Best Friends (Lana,Suzainie and Precious)..bye-bye (T-T)

More FRIENDS~~ (Suzainie, Precious, Lana, Rowena and Ong)

Precious and Suzainie... Suzai's face is funny and scary..

bye-bye sigu...

My high school life is finally over, eventhough I'm happy I finished my high school life though inside of me there a sad heart that can't be calm. I WILL miss all of my friends, right now I can still feel the pain leaving all the good times and memories we all had. I HOPE I'll see them again in the future. GOOD LUCK AND GOODBYE TO ALL MY FRIENDS.....(T-T)..

Wednesday, November 19

OMG !!!!



You'll know what the heck am I writing about AFTER you watch this video. Well first that guy who's holding a phone is Kota Yabu but I call him Yabu instead. He took a picture of Daiki while sleeping (you can see that, right)...when he show the picture of Daiki, I envy at him cuz HE LOOK SO CALM WHEN HE'S SLEEPING...HAAAA...compared to me, my face look like a dead person when I'm sleeping, with my eyes and mouth half open.AHHH, hate him for that and for having skin that smoother than me but that can be excuse cuz he's a singer. I wish that phone was mine cuz it has a large screen, despite that I love phone that has big screen. Let's get to the point then, you've seen two guys put hair clipper on Daiki's hair right..then when their done it Hikaru say's 'wiwin'..hahahaha no bah he say 'We win' but still it sounded just like my nickname and just let it be my name though. Inoo is the one who say my name, he say 'Win'..now that can't be change cuz that's my name and it was a fact...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....... my friend suzainie known as sotchai in her blog told me this and she say it's was destiny (ya right, as if)...OMG...Inoo and Hikaru did know my name..haha..I'm surely will go to JAPAN and find them, if there's luck then I might found them, no doubt about this part...DAIKI HERE I COME...(>.<)......

Finish The Jigsaw Puzzle


Finally!!! I finish the jigsaw puzzle..it has 1000 pieces and it only take 2 days for me to finish it up... here's the picture of it,nice isn't it...well it did make me exhausted but it's fun to put all the little piece together..Hey, if I start to play this puzzle it's hard for me to stop cause I'm not statisfy enough if I don't finish it all, I'm so tempted about this kind of stuff...

Monday, November 17

WHAT THE HELL !! This Is So Wrong...


WHAT THE HELL!!! They look so skinny and when i write "This Is So Wrong" I was referring to their body. I mean just a glance I can tell which one of them having a disease that known as 'Anorexia Nervosa' or in short anorexia. Well it is a kind of disease that is not good for the body...I mean you can't be too skinny or too fat (obesity) right..mostly the 5 oldest members have this kind of disease (the 5 person below the word 'Pure Body')..not being judge mental but if I like this guys I should be worrying about them and be more considerate of their health. If I am their manager I can give them some advice to take care of they health for a start.. well it's good to share my knowledge to them, like my friend from school says 'Sharing is Caring' well its true but sometimes its not,but mostly true.For the first time I look at this picture I burst into laugh...cuz it's funny...Well I know its for publisity but can they at least have a little muscle on their body especially the OLDER member...Even Yamada have more muscle compare to the 5 of them.... For sure I'm not saying this to make their fan mad but I'm a caring person you can't change that *evil laugh*.....like people use to say you can take out the person from caring others but you can't take out the feeling of caring out of a person..if i'm not mistaken...hohohohohhoho...who dares to change a person that have a high consideration or caring for others is a person who can't think wisely...or worst an IDIOT...

p/s : Daiki get weight soon..I'm much more taller than you and at the same age as you but I'm weight more than you (T-T)....not fair but life sometimes is UNFAIR or meant to be UNFAIR.....our height is almost the same but still
my friend says I'm a bit taller than you....so hope you get tall soon cuz that's
what you wanted.....

another p/s : to those HSJ fan out there if you feel mad or uneasy about this you
can comment it and I'll sure to give you an answer that is logic and
I WILL WIN...CUZ WIN IS MY NICKNAME HAHAHAHAAHAHA...
so who dares to try...

100 Question answer by me

Ideal date spot : anywhere that has a beautiful night scenery or sunset

Charm Point : I don't have any

One word to describe your personality : understanding

Dominant hand, dominant leg : both right but I'm practicing my left hand for some reason

Eyesight : I don't know the exact number but my right eyesight is better than my left

Weakness : when people touch my cheeks

You little pride : I recover from fever quickly

Health problem : I get sick easily

Sleeping clothes : Anything that make me comfortable to sleep with

Sleeping pose : Facing the wall on my right side but if I can't sleep or get bored, I'll face the other side.

How long do you bath : 15 minutes.

Where do you wash first : my hair

Best mimic impression : none

Favourite Place to shop : City Mall,Kota Kinabalu

What do you buy often at the convenience store : There's really nothing I buy often at the convenience

Most expensive thing you ever bought : My 'DIESEL' t-shirt

Treasure : Everything that I have now which is my families, my friends, group singer that I admire (Hey!Say! JUMP and NewS), infos about my favourite group singer and they songs.I'll treasure all of these FOREVER...

What you can apologize now : nothing, because I straight away apologize if I done something wrong or bad.

Favourite fashion item : necklace but I don't wear it often though

Haircut you want to try : nothing for now

My hobby right now : learn any dance step that I watch

Favourite choclate flavoured : Bitter choclate.

Favourite phrase : Don't give up!!

Favourite song : Star Time (Hey!Say! JUMP)

Favourite colour : Turquoise and all light blue colour

Favourite movie : Pirate of The Caribbean. At World's End.

Favourite book : Chicken soup for the soul but I only have one of these book (chicken soup for the couple soul). I want to read all the book of this series.

Favourite manga : Doraemon and Dorabase

Favourite ramen : I never tried any ramen yet. (SOMEDAY...I WILL)

Favourite TV show : Crime Scene Ivestigation (CSI) on AXN.But I usually watch anything on TV.

Favourite food : Fried rice that I cook

Least favourite food : Tomatoes and eggplant.

Favourite emoticon : (^_^) *smiley face* and (T-T) *sad face*

Most afraid of : Either I'm not afraid of anything or I'm not sure what it is

Recently cried about : nothing recently

Recently laugh about : just now

Recently happy about : nothing recently

Recently angered about : when I was sleeping peacefully and suddenly my brother keep knocking on my door, I woke up and scold at him. (Happend on March)

Recent jump moment : Just now, well I like jumping so much (for no reason) so I jump often.

Recent camp : on 2007

Recently shampoo : Just now

Recent dream : nothing reently

Favourite type of guy : A guy who's honest,kind,doesn't give up easily,can read the atmosphere,can make me smile,nice to everyone and more.Feel free to ask me if you want to know more.

Fvourite haircut for guys : Anything that suits him and can make my heart beat go 'WOW'

Favourite fashion for guys : Anything that makes him look cool and look good on him

Favourite action by guys : when he tuck my hair to the back and look at my face while I was studying and smile.....all of a sudden...

What guy ideal kiss situation you like : a sudden kiss, when he didn't show me that he's going to kiss me then when I least suspects it he kiss me.I like a sudden kiss.

Ideal kiss situation (me) : I don't have any but it has to be on the right place and atmosphere.

How would you confess to a guy : I will stand in front of the guy and say 'Hey..you know what,if I like a guy I will stand in front of him, look at his eyes and say that I like him'.But I may not be able to say it well since I'm the shy kind of person.

Confession from a guy : 'I like you, so please go out with me' or 'I like you, so do you want to go out with me'.I think its better this way and I want him to say it face to face with me.But as long as his feelings get passed me, I'm cool with it but I might get a little shock .I don't want him to mails or call me if he wants to confess his love to me, because I can't really know how much he love me and I just can't feel the feelings of love that he was saying to me.(man, this is long).

What would you want to be called by your boyfriend : If possible I want something that he made up from my name, if not then Wiwin is fine.

Number of confession : 0

What would you not want a guy to do to you : go out with another girl when I'm not around sort of like cheating on me or something like that, lie to me, try to act tough when he's not and attract others girl attention by his action.

Gift for a guy : Something that only me and my boyfriend have.Maybe a necklace that have his name and my name on it or simply a couple ring,Something that I can wear everyday.

A phrase from a guy that would make you happy : When he say "thank you", "you're kind" and "It's fun going out with you,we should go out often".Now this phrase can really make my heart beat faster and there's a chance that I might collapse (seriously).

A phrase from a guy that would shock you : " It's not fun go out or being with you".This phrase can reaaaally make me upset.

Your boyfriend is late, how long would you wait? : 1 hour and 30 minutes but if he call me that he'll be late then I'll wait for him until he came, while waiting I can daydreaming or play with my cellphone.But if he late to 4 or 5 hours then don't bother, I better go home and listen to his explanation if he call me later. But if I'm in a good mood that day, I'll wait for him until he came eventhough until the late night.But I usually forgives others if they make a mistake.

When is your first love : Longgggg time ago..that's all I can say

Proposal words: "Show me how much you love me and I'll show you how much I love you and when we love each other so much,it prove that we should get marry".(Well it's a bit longer though)

When would you get married : I don't know when but it has to be before I turned 40 years old.

How many kids do you want : 2 or 3.

What would you want to say to your future husband : Are you married me for what is inside me or outside me and are you happy that you married me? (I really want to know)

Name for your kids : Not sure, I want to talk about it with my husband.

What does your family call you? : Win

First ever memory that you remember : I almost died when I'm drowned at a river.But it happened long time ago.

Favourite home cooked meal : I don't have any because all the meals that my mom & dad cook is delicious.

What do you call your mom and dad by : For my mom 'mami' dad 'bapa'

What you have for breakfast today : I don't usually eat breakfast

Childhood dream : To be a singer.

A serious injury you ever experienced : Happened at January (2008). I was taking part on my school annual sport day (hurdle event).When I reach the 4th fence my right foot was hang on the fence and I fall down to the track and sprain my left foot.Until now it's not recover yet.

Lessons you took when you were little : Swimming and karate

Favourite place at school : My classroom. I like to sleep on my desk.

Favourite school lunch : Fried noddle

Least favourite school lunch : Eggplant.

Favourite subject : Math.I'm not really good at it but it's fun learning about it.

Least Favourite subject : Biology. I think it's too much hassle. (too much to read and to remember)

Favourite field activity : High jump.

Least favourite feild activity : 400m run.

School clubs/ positions you've been in : SRM members (advertising department), librarian, Curriculum Captain, secretary of my sport house (Fokker), secretary of volleyball club and I'm incharge of the board for BM club.
How do you spend your break time : Talk to my friends.....and eat

The longest phone conversation : 1 hour

How many numbers are in your cell phone : 120 . But I only faithfully keep in touch with about 10 of those people.

Place you want to go : JAPAN. I want to find SOMEONE.

Most respectful person : My parents and people who's older than me

Person you want to meet the most now : Arioka Daiki and the rest members of Hey!Say! JUMP.

Most desired thing right now : Room space.

Most respectful senior at Johnny's : Domoto Koichi. He's cool.

If you were to become the prime minister of Malaysia, what would you do : I'll refuse!! It's too much hassle.Too many work that have to be done and too many letters to sign. I'm not really good in politic.

What would you do if you become a guy : Hang out with Hey!Say! JUMP members.

You've won $3 billion, what would you do? : I give $1 billion to my parents, use $1 million to go to Japan with my friends and I'll save the rest for the future. Or I'll just do or open some business and make more money.

What would you want to be if you were reborn : A guy

Your house is on fire. What do you save : First my family then my cats next is my phones and MP4 and finally myself. I want to make sure no ones inside the house first.

The last day of earth, what would you do? : Go to Japan and confess to Daiki that I like him then spend time with my family and friends and then I went home and sleep (well.....it is the last day of earth)

Who do you want from HSJ to be your boyfriend : Daiki

Who do you want from HSJ to be your son : Ryutaro

Who do you want from HSJ to be your older and little brother : Yabu for older brother and Yuto for little brother.

If you have 1 hour to be one of the member in HSJ, who would it be : Takaki

What do you want to say to HSJ members : Do your best to be the best, remember my face (hahaha) and can I have your phone number (I'll be an idiot to ask this from them).

What do you want to say to yourself in 10 years? : Have you visit Japan yet.

Your number one goal : For now I want to pass my SPM examanations with flying colours and when I'm finish my SPM I want to go to Japan.



A Rock That I Will Never Forget


Look at this rock..It has Daiki name on it...I made this myself when I was painting arock outside the house with my mum..That's the hiragana words in Japanese..man i'm reaaly in love with Daiki eventhough he didn't know that I'm exist (T-T).....pretty isn't it..haha ya speak to myself only lah...but if i have a chance I would give this to him...OMG!!!!AHHHHHH!!!! (CRAZY)..

Sunday, November 9

Handwriting & Lovable Group

If you look at the picture above, you can see that Daiki's name was writen perfectly and ...er... whatsoever you had in mind. I wrote a story about Daiki...well to be honest I include all the members of Hey!Say! JUMP and ME....It's a story made by me of course I include myself in it..Moreover, I am obsess about them especially my sweet DAIKI...but I can control that obsession from HURTING MY HEAD..Yeah, sometimes I get migraine headache just thinking about this guy (that guy is DANGEROUS)....I just visit my blog because I'm so bored and I know my blog is not ready to be seen by anyone because it's so EMPTY and only have a few posting...



This is my favorite J-POP group known as Hey!Say! JUMP...guest which one is Daiki (You will know later)...what impress me about this guys are..their AGE. The youngest member is thirteen years old and the oldest are eighteen years old (WTH!!)..I wish I was born in Japan as a guy, so that I can join them and be apart of the agency company..but I can't love them cause I'm a guy.. maybe I should be gay..hahaha,just kidding...but really if I had the chance to do so I WILL.... Well, let me introduce you from the back line.. I just mention their first then the surname,ok..from left is Hikaru Yaotome,Yuya Takaki ,Kota Yabu, Keito Okamoto, Yuto Nakajima.Then the front line from left is Kei Inoo, Yuuri Chinen, Ryosuke Yamada, Daiki Arioka and last but not least is Ryutaro Morimoto...


Sunday, November 2

What a nightmare...

I have a dream.I was walking towards a guy who I thought was Koyama Keiichiro but it's not him. Then I ask his name and he say Ayama. While I hugging and admiring him we walk side by side without realizing that Chinen Yuuri was walking behind us.For once I was shocked but I just can't resist the CUTENESS of his face,he keep on asking where the heck are we going, I walk beside him and kiss his left cheek (MAN!! IT WAS SOFT AND FAIR).Then I wake up and feeling nervous about the dream,also curious about 'Ayama'.The next day I search at the Johnny's Agency if there's any guy name 'Ayama' but instead of ayama I found a guy name 'Akama',who's a former group member of ya-ya-yah...well make it ex of ya-ya-yah .He have the same birthday day as me..on 5th..but his birthday was on 5/4/1991, mine is on 5/6/1991 (is this destiny?LOL)..but the guy in my dream is good looking and akama looks nothing like him.Well that's not destiny then...