Reminiscene Of The Past

My mom found pictures of hers and us at the past time and that’s when I decided to put this in my blog. There’s pictures of my father, sister, brother and me and some of the picture is kinda funny especially my brother (don’t tell him..haha).

This is my brother’s birthday. He’s the one looking at the camera

and I was on his left side.

Hahaha..now this is funny.

This picture is better than the other one. I don’t know how old is he here but what I do know

is the difference of his size between this and now. I’m not saying his huge, more like average

type. To those who knew him, you can tell the difference.

My brother is the one who has big smile on his face (LOL). The other boy is

my uncle, Jeffrey.

This is my older sister named Daisy.

This is her in primary 5, schooling at St.Theresa's

Tambunan.

This is me not knowing my age.

Now this is kinda funny too and this is what I call the 'Asi' face (LOL). Stupid face.

I blame the sun for that (hehehe).

Ahh~ this picture is a bit nicer than before. Look at my legs, so many scars right.

Well, you know active kid should have it (LOL).

My mum with my sister, Daisy.

My father look like someone in Johnny's..well ALMOST but not alike,

or is it just my head messing with my brain, I can't tell.And there's Daisy again.

Well, my dad study overseas and bring my mom and my sister together with him.

This picture is ruined but only a bit la and still can be seen. The one who's wearing

the white shirt with Doraemon on it is my sister, Daisy...

(hey! that shirt supposed to be mine..haha).

The kid who's doing monkey posing is me and the person behind me is my aunt, Nancy.

From left is Daisy (my sis), Nancy (mu aunt) and Wawan or his real name is Pruan (my bro).

So-Called Being a Tomboy!!

It's such a pain when people didn't notice the difference and in this case I'm one of it. Last year began my new year as a Form 5 student. On the second day of school I cut my hair to look like a guy but my face still look like a girl (LOL). I still remembered Lana told me that I cut my hair too short but that's the point man. Let say that I've been influenced by 'someone' and have the guts to cut it so short till I didn't even care how long my hair was that time. Here's a picture of it

I f I was given a chance to change myself into a guy maybe I would even just for a day like Beyonce song "If I Were A Boy". I mean there some advantages being a dude and also disadvantages. Here's what I think about it..

ADVANTAGES

* You won't get pregnant
* Not too care much about your insecure when you're alone cuz you're a dude.
(u get the idea)
* Can save much more money from buying too much clothes. etc.
(u get the point right)
* Don't get period every month.
* Don't worry much about what you're gonna wear to a party or any occasion.
* The way your dressing are simple.

DISADVANTAGES

* Won't have the chance to wear beautiful dresses.
* Get bored with the same outfit everyday.
* Mostly a guy have to ask a girl to go out.
* And mostly a guy have to make the first move on a date.


Frankly speaking, I do want to be a guy sometimes, just to feel what it's like to be a guy. Myabe it's fun or maybe it's not. I think my head is trying to think more about this topic but it won't came out. (LOL)

Walking Around At One Borneo To Waste Time And Having Fun

2 days ago my mom, Sister Carmen and me went to One Borneo for fun (jalan2 la). And of course first thing to do is, get ourselves something to eat, we ended at New York New York, The All American Restaurant located in 1st floor. yeah, i admit that it was my 1st time eating therte since the food is expensive. I ordered the spaghetti bolognese with two giant meat ball and iced mocha for the drinks. The result is...(drumroll)..MARVELOUS and DELICIOUS, and the price also marvelous, haha. Next we went to Daiso and on our way there, we meet Mr. Albino Snake at Borneo Rainforest, the most domesticated snake of all. We didn't just touched it, we hold it. Its too cute and the skin feel so smooth, feels like I want to crush it. Arghhh!! How I wish I could kidnapped the snake away from that place.

Untitled story. Part Two.

“Yes like that! But I thought a scream should be like ‘Ahhh’ instead of ‘Nooo’.
Yuto hit Ryutaro’s forehead then said,
“Can’t you tell, there something wrong when a person says ‘No’ Ryutaro”.
“Sorry” he replied.

Then Daiki looked at me and said, “what’s wrong” as he looked into my eyes. I looked at his clear eyes and blushed a little. “ Err..I should get going now, nice meeting you guys, if there’s a chance we might meet again”. I realise that my face was blushing even more, before they could say a word I turned and rushed to the exit door as quick as possible. When I remembered how Daiki’s eyes looked into mine just now, I increased my speed without noticing there’s a table in front of me. For being so insensitive, I hit the table and fell down. It took me a few seconds to get up then I turned to look at them if they were still there, and guest what, they were. Some of them looked at me wit their mouth half open, I laughed a little then continued to run.

“Finally, it’s done!” shouted Yamada.
While the others packing their stuff ready to go home, Ryutaro started talking,
“ I wonder if she’s okay”
“Me too, did you heard the sound when she fell this morning” said Chinen.
“ Yes it’s loud, you can tell that she fell really hard”
“Hope she’s fine” said Daiki. “Yabu.” Daiki said curiously, “Did she tell us her name?”

Yabu suddenly freezed when Daiki asked him that question. He blinked his eyes a few times and looked at Daiki then said,

“She didn’t. Why?”
“Nothing, I’m just asking “
“Or are you?” Hikaru grinned looking at Daiki.
“Her name is Chisuki Hana.” a voice was heard behind them.
“Oh, reall-.....WAIT!” Yabu shouted, “How do you know that?”
“I have my own sources and I’m not telling”

Takaki was leaving but then he accidentally droop something on his way out. “What’s this” Yuto said curiously, “chi-su-ki- ha-na” he spelled it out slowly. Takaki rushed to the door “ Do you guys saw-“ “This?” Yuto points the card to Takaki, “Yes, that”. “So, this is your sources?” Yabu asked “Kinda” he replied, “You were going to return it to her without us knowing it,right?” said Hikaru. “ Fine, let’s go together”.

“Chinen! Don’t play your PSP while walking” Yamada Said.
“I’ll be fine, don’t worry”
“How can you be fine if you have both eyes on the screen” Yamada exclaimed

Yamada keeps on advising Chinen but the little boy reply the same answer repeatedly. At the traffic, Chinen continue walking without knowing the light has turned into red.

“Chinen look out!!”

I'm In The wrong Mood

Lately I've been weird, I get mad often but of course I don't show my anger to others. I don't really get mad easily but now every time when I'm in my room I get mad and start punching the wall or anything that can rest my mind but I think the ultimate antidote is the thing I always do...Yup that's it. I get mad with no reason nowadays...what's wrong with me. And sometimes I get nervous all of a sudden (stupid). Well, I try to cool myself then..TATA.. (^-^)

Another Nightmare With Daiki and Yuto

Shessh, I was trying to get HSJ group out off my head but its keep coming back to me nowadays....OFTEN. 5 days ago I dreamt about Yuto and the next day it was Daiki.

Daiki's Part :

There were going to be a Hey!Say! JUMP concert somewhere in this earth which I have no idea whether its exist or not (forget about that). Weirdly KAT-TUN was there too but doing nothing. More weird thing is I dress up like a cosplay character wearing a maid costume, you know the black and white costume that in anime a maid wear it, that one. My hair was thicker than in reality and I look stupid with that kind of hair. I mean what's that all about. I talk to Daiki...a lot but sadly I can't even remember a single word what are we talking about. In this dream I still have feelings for him but I guess he didn't care...something like that, I can tell you know.

Yuto's Part :

I can remember dis dream very well. I was staying at Yuto's house and his house is like a mansion. I can't sleep then I try to find him (Yuto) until I reach a stairway, downstairs there were a group of girls and two guy . I greet them and one of the girls ask me why I'm staying here but I didn't answer cause I don't know either. I went back upstairs and suddenly it was packed with a lot of people, even georginni was there (WHAT THE HELL). The next day in my dream, the group I was talking about including me a singing, end of that two of those girls give me a piece of small paper that has written something on it and I don't know how to say it then Yuto came to the rescue. I was amazed by the way he look with his tuxedo, HE LOOK AWESOME. I was trying to run away from the girls and he grab my wrist and the same thing happen the second time I try to run. The next thing I know is his arms was around my waist ( I think he want to make the girls jealous...hahaha..in their face) and every time I think about this part where his arms around me, I'm shivering to death. LOL. -End-

Well I just hope that I won't be dreaming about Yamada....

A Day At The Beach

This happened before Christmas...(^-^)

On holiday you just wanna spend more time with your family or just relax and go online 24/7..Right. But as for me I spend my holiday with my beloved family especially people who I seldom meet like my cousin and aunt. We went out to the beach and start taking pictures, for our blog of course and the weather was okay la no rain2 falling from the sky.

This is me having a peaceful day at the beach.

This is Nancy, my aunt.

My cousin named Joanne.

Another cousin which is Joanne older sister named Jacynta.

Ahh~ It feels good to be able to go to the beach once in a while..

Gokusen 3

Yeah!! Finally I'm done watching Gokusen 3 and this drama is AWESOME!!...for me lah. Besides, it's funny (even my dad laugh watching it) and its full of moral values and guidance that people should realize especially a student since this drama is about a high school life. I don't feel disgusted about Takaki Yuya acting tough in this drama, yeah it's odd but I kind of like it when he act tough and all that, not forgetting Hahuma Miura who acted as Kazama Ren. I was amazed seeing his cool hair and cute smile...hohohoho (mengalahkan Daiki lagi tu..damn). By the way, Suzai, sorry to say this but...perasaan kau saja tu geli tinguk c Takaki act tough...kan2..WAKAKAKA!!! I going to watch this drama all over again!!

Untitled story. Part One.

This is a story made by me and I still don't have a suitable title for it since I decided to make a novel out of it. I've been writing for a long time now and still can't finish it up because I read it all over again and make some changes of the story line to make it more fun and interesting to read. I been working the rest of the part right now. Well, here's the first part..enjoy~ after reading it tell me what do you think about the first part...

Its been about two years since I’ve been in Japan studying. I was standing in front of a billboard on a cold winter day, starring at a poster of my favorite Japanese pop group called Hey!Say! JUMP. All of them were guys. I looked at the face of a group member that I admired the most, named Arioka Daiki. Just a glance at him can ease my troubled mind and feels like I’m flying in my own world. After a few minutes of looking at the poster, I turned around and saw Daiki standing just in front of me talking to his friends Yaotome Hikaru, Inoo Kei and Yabu Kota, who were in the same group as him. “I can’t believe I’m dreaming in a middle of a day light!” talking to myself in anger. I turned my back and looked again to see if it was them, and it was. “Okay...this is not a dream”.

Looking at them talking to each other made me feel anxious and it made me feel even more anxious when I noticed that they were just standing a few feet from me. When they started walking, I followed them silently like a shadow from behind. Time passed by slowly but surely without realizing we were already in front of a big studio where they’ll be recording their new video clip. I went inside, quietly without them noticing my present and hid at the corner of the studio and tried to find Daiki.

Then I felt someone tapping on my shoulder again and again and again, I got a bit annoyed and say in pressured “could you please stop doing that”. But I didn’t look back to see who I was talking to. Then I heard voices from the back saying,

“Who is she”

“How should I know, why don’t you ask her”

“She looks cute”

I was shocked when I heard the word ‘cute’ because it doesn’t really suit me, then I turned to see who I was talking to. It was a speechless moment, seeing the four person I saw earlier standing behind and looking at me with their big clear eyes. Soon after that, Yabu started talking.

“Hello, what’s your name”

I looked at him while pointing at myself and asked,

“Me?”

“Yeah, you. Don’t tell me you forgot your own name just because you see us”

“Err..no I don’t,I can remember my name very well.”

“What’s your name then?” Daiki asked impatiently.

I was going to tell my name to them but before I had the chance to do so, a sound of footstep was heard and it distract our attention. We turned around and saw the rest of the members are heading towards us.

“Where have you guys been, I’ve been looking all over for you” said Takaki in a childish way.

Hikaru smiled and said “ Sorry for being late but look what we found.” Sounding so excited. “A girl!” He shouted while pointing at me. Ryutaro looking at me with his eyes full of curiosity.

“That’s strange...she’s not screaming.”

“Is it really necessary for her to scream” asked Daiki.

“But it’s a common thing for a girl to scream when they see us, especially a FAN!”

“NOOOOO!!!”

All of them looked at me and Ryutaro continued talking

Operation on a cat..

Last Saturday our cats was sent to Sabah Medical Animal Clinic, if I'm not mistaken..It was located behind Petronas near Luyang(I guest)....I'm not really sure what's the name of the area and now our cat has been barren. Here are some picture of them..the cats I mean. Ahhh,miow... you can't get Pregnant...pity you.


This is Tik short from 'cantik'.She's the prettiest cat in the family. Her character is Blossom in Powerpuff Girl. Haha..

This is Pica, the most active and hyper cat in the family. This picture is like a passport picture to me.

This is Bino, the albino cat. The slowest cat among the three of them. Slowest as in the way she react on certain situation.

Look closely on their stomach..the three of them has the same stomach as this one. Sometimes it hard to play with them cause I think they'll be in pain if I accidentally touch their belly, well I don't touch it purposely of course. Miow.... get well soon...(^-^)..